The what if's about me........

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Frisco, Tx
I am a mom of two beautiful children that are 13 and 8. They keep me very busy every minute of every day.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

The voices in his head........

That is what his last note said, he couldn't take the voices in his head anymore and he had to rest.

So much pain for a 22 year old to go through. So much pain that everyone else that cared for him has to now go through. A part of me wishes he had reached out for help or that someone would of caught on to his "red flags" and told him that everything was going to be okay. Now a child will grow up not knowing his father, a mother and father will have to continue on without their son, a sibling will have to live life without his brother.

Death is never easy to understand or to comprehend as is but when someone does so on purpose, it makes grieving for him ten times worse. The 'why's' and 'how come's' will never be answered. All that's left is the note of someone who was in pain.
Rest in peace Justin, we love you and will miss you terribly.