Life is hard to do

Well I am not feeling very proud of myself this weekend. I went to a barbecue to have a play date with a mom that I barely know and her kids. My husband came and her husband was there as well. Well it started out great. Then she pops out the wine. I am thinking cool I can have a couple of glasses and just relax. My husband was driving so it was all good. Well about 10 pm I realize we had been there for a really long time then it hit almost midnight. I am thinking okay it's time to go. Well this mom proceeded to get totally wasted in front of my kids, and hers. She claims that she doesn't do that often. But who does that as a first impression?? I feel like I totally ruined my kids.... well my daughter anyways. My son was too busy paying with hers. The kids were monitored just fine but I guess I wasn't paying attention to how much she was actually drinking. Anyways it wasn't one of my best mommy moments but I can tell you now I will not be drinking for a very long time and I will not put my children in that situation every again. God I feel better!
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